Intensely Intimate.

There are three sides to every individual.

The side one shows to others, The inner self and the side others would never want to see.

But there is another secret inner being inside all of us too.

The one who’s a little more dear than our conscience and a little less selfish than our ego.

And this little self wants to be understood by others.

Understood by the ones who’re dear, understood by the ones who you want should understand.

But sadly, that little being inside is always lies there. Alone, misunderstood, tormented and kept down, pushed benetah everythig else.

And one day, or occasionally it erupts.

It throws you off balance, it wants attention, it wants to be understood.

But in that eruption, it never is really understood, but dragged in the dark even more.

Dragged to the forbidden kingdom, dragged far away from where it wanted to be.

Far into the deepest hideout of your soul.

And after a while, like all of us, it cools down.

But only for a while.

It wants to be heard, it wants to be fondled.

But all it always gets is negligence.

Hoping, my inner being lives at peace and finds his way out in the light.

All i can do, is hope for the best.

And understand that understanding others is not as well understood as it should be.